Tuesday, July 11, 2006

FEELING BLUE

Today is the last day I'll be seeing him. Tomorrow, he will go home and I don't know when will I see him again. He is facing so many problems, starting with his handphone, his car, his job and soul searcing..*sigh*

His handphone has this problem of always having a flat battery whenever a call comes in, or sometimes he can't even charged it. So, at times I could not even reach him and it drives me crazy, with anger...dissappointment. I mean, it's one thing if he can't wish me good night or good morning because he is too busy with work or he has no credit left. But it's another different story if I COULD NOT EVEN REACH HIM to do the same thing.

That's what happened this morning. His hp had gone flat, so my sms was not delivered to him. But he is at home, he can always call my office right? Finally, I ended up calling his house and just asked him, what happened? what's wrong with your hp?

Honestly, I am upset that this is our last day, and he had started it in a low note.

I am just feeling so sad right now.

I have a class at 12. Need to pull myself together.


Blowing Nose