I am having a fever and a terrible headache..tak larat sangat..I just woke up from what seemed like a short nap...but actually I had been tossing and turning for about 2 hrs plus in my office ni..and the headache is still there.
I went to the toilet, washed my face and put on my favourite medicine..my Minyak Cap Kapak..pergh..now, here I am in front of this PC updating my blog..kepala still mengong je rase..
My weekend was ok la..I went to an open house on Sunday organized by my friend, Liz. He came with me and some of the guests thought we are married already...hahaha..!These are the people that I only meet during these sort of occasions and normally I will come alone..so, I understand la why they thought so.
Nway, that Sunday, I already felt that I was coming down with something. Then yesterday, I just felt so weak and really lazy to get up..nothing to do in the office nway as the students are having their final exams..so, I decided to take MC..hehehe
Today..I was supposed to invigilate the evening session but with this condition..I have decided to swap with my collegue..and since she has to invigilate on Saturday..uwaa..I agreed to swap with her..guess I have to come to UNITEN on Saturday la..isk..isk..
Some of my students were not happy with their carry marks...asking why the marks are so low. Pergh..students nowadays are like this la kan..hello? look at the quality of your work la..if u give me rubbish..then u get rubbish also la. And they have the nerve to say that I did not tell them to do this and that when I clearly stated in my handouts..so, still want to blame me is it? And come on la..nak spoon fed jugak ke benda2 mcm ni? Mind you, these are 3rd and final year students ok..
Arghh...my head felt like it just banged on a solid concrete wall..gotta sign off now..
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
RAYA
Pergh..I just finished cleaning up after 4 families arrived just now for Hari Raya and guessed what? My brother was not around..pegi mana? Pegi dating la..hmm, I told him already, people might come over today..don’t go anywhere la..but since he and his fiancé did not meet since yesterday and at the same time, they just made up after a fight, I kinda understand la..
Nway, the ones who came were Mamak Apin..my mom’s younger brother, his wife and their 4 kids, Mamak Adik, the youngest brother, wifey, and his 2 kids, Abg Dan, his wife, Kak Ina and their 3 naughty kids, Wa with his hubby and their son, Amar. Abg Dan and Wa are my cousins. The house came to life with their presence. Amar is so big for a 2 year old. According to Wa, he has to wear a 4 year old shirt and pants. Hahahah..! My mom cooked Mi Hailam, together with nasi impit and kuah kacang..given by my grandma in Melaka while we were there yesterday for the first day of raya.
While I was cleaning up just now, my mom said, “Next year, if you are not here, I don’t know how will I cope with this..” I replied, you gonna have your daughter-in-law what...
Tomorrow, I’ll be working...*sigh*..can’t believe that I just went through 5 days holiday..time flies so fast..
Nway, the ones who came were Mamak Apin..my mom’s younger brother, his wife and their 4 kids, Mamak Adik, the youngest brother, wifey, and his 2 kids, Abg Dan, his wife, Kak Ina and their 3 naughty kids, Wa with his hubby and their son, Amar. Abg Dan and Wa are my cousins. The house came to life with their presence. Amar is so big for a 2 year old. According to Wa, he has to wear a 4 year old shirt and pants. Hahahah..! My mom cooked Mi Hailam, together with nasi impit and kuah kacang..given by my grandma in Melaka while we were there yesterday for the first day of raya.
While I was cleaning up just now, my mom said, “Next year, if you are not here, I don’t know how will I cope with this..” I replied, you gonna have your daughter-in-law what...
Tomorrow, I’ll be working...*sigh*..can’t believe that I just went through 5 days holiday..time flies so fast..
Friday, October 20, 2006
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
Raya is 3 days away..woohoo!
And so, I would like to wish all my readers, have a Happy Raya Aidilfitri and I am sorry if I had written anything that may upset any of you..thousand apologies..
Finally, take care everyone, drive carefully and happy a good holiday/rest/reunion etc..
(^_^)
Thursday, October 19, 2006
MY BROTHER, AL-PAYIT
My brother Payit is on his way home for Raya today..I am always happy whenever he is coming home..heheh..dunno why la, even though he always drives me crazy with his laziness and his constant not being around the house that much, but there will always be a time on any day where he will come to my room and we would have a chat, and laughing like crazy. Normally the topic will be about:
His Fiance
We always enjoyed talking about her and I would normally backed my brother up..but now, being in a relationship myself, I tend to understand why she acted this way or that way. But she does need to understand my brother also la kan..moreover, they are getting married next year.
His Job
He has this love-hate relationship with his job. He doesn't like his boss that much, but I think he enjoys his work..and he misses KL. So, he is hoping to transfer to KL once he is married and I do hope he'll be able to do so.
Him
Heheheh..who would understand a man than another man himself kan?
Mama
This is the best topic ever. Hahahah..! We talked about our mom behind her back and I can just poured out everything to him whenever I felt stressed out about Mama. He understands how I feel because Mama used to drive him crazy too. He would recalled back the time when Mama used to do this and that..and we would just laughed. Both of us will make this sound everytime Mama starts to nag and it is so funny..kah..kah..kah..
Hmm..I can just talk about almost everything with him..about cats, about movies especially Hindi since both of us are a fan of Shah Rukh Khan..heheh. He is also my mirror whenever I dressed up for a date.
Me: How do I look?
Payit: Oh..terrible..terrible..terrible..
Me: Come la..be serious la..do I look ok?
Payit: Ok la..comel..(cute)..
Hahahaha..!
I am so happy he is coming home.
His Fiance
We always enjoyed talking about her and I would normally backed my brother up..but now, being in a relationship myself, I tend to understand why she acted this way or that way. But she does need to understand my brother also la kan..moreover, they are getting married next year.
His Job
He has this love-hate relationship with his job. He doesn't like his boss that much, but I think he enjoys his work..and he misses KL. So, he is hoping to transfer to KL once he is married and I do hope he'll be able to do so.
Him
Heheheh..who would understand a man than another man himself kan?
Mama
This is the best topic ever. Hahahah..! We talked about our mom behind her back and I can just poured out everything to him whenever I felt stressed out about Mama. He understands how I feel because Mama used to drive him crazy too. He would recalled back the time when Mama used to do this and that..and we would just laughed. Both of us will make this sound everytime Mama starts to nag and it is so funny..kah..kah..kah..
Hmm..I can just talk about almost everything with him..about cats, about movies especially Hindi since both of us are a fan of Shah Rukh Khan..heheh. He is also my mirror whenever I dressed up for a date.
Me: How do I look?
Payit: Oh..terrible..terrible..terrible..
Me: Come la..be serious la..do I look ok?
Payit: Ok la..comel..(cute)..
Hahahaha..!
I am so happy he is coming home.
Monday, October 16, 2006
UPDATE
Sorry for being quiet suddenly..been so busy lately that I did not have the time to update my blog. Just enough to do blog hopping jek..heheh
Since this is the last week before the Hari Raya leave and the week after that will be the final exam, students kept on coming and knocking on my door. At the same, I am expecting a project submission from students this Thursday, so, they too kept bugging me with their problems. Not to mention the students having problems with their Final Year Project..so, last week, I was talking..talking and talking je..very la the thirsty..
Nway...my weekend was alright. My Saturday was spent relaxing at home. I planned to treat my parents but then, we had difficulty in trying to decide where to go. We ended up not going at all. Maybe this week when Payit is around..heheh
I woke up late on Sunday..of course la kan..my mom decided to do some house-cleaning..so tiring even though we did not do much. I was taking a short nap when my mom knocked on my door and told me that one of the fishes died. ( We had 2 fishes ). So..I went and took out the dead fish..and decided to clean the aquarium...AGAIN..but the problem was..the Anti-Clorin had finished..so, I had to go out and buy one..*sigh*..can u imagine, I went out and when I arrived home..I had to clean the aquarium la pulak..tired woo..
At the end, everything was settled..I had the chance to continue my nap, heheh..and then went out to break my fast with him. (^_^)
Arghh..can't wait for the raya leave..woohoo..!
Since this is the last week before the Hari Raya leave and the week after that will be the final exam, students kept on coming and knocking on my door. At the same, I am expecting a project submission from students this Thursday, so, they too kept bugging me with their problems. Not to mention the students having problems with their Final Year Project..so, last week, I was talking..talking and talking je..very la the thirsty..
Nway...my weekend was alright. My Saturday was spent relaxing at home. I planned to treat my parents but then, we had difficulty in trying to decide where to go. We ended up not going at all. Maybe this week when Payit is around..heheh
I woke up late on Sunday..of course la kan..my mom decided to do some house-cleaning..so tiring even though we did not do much. I was taking a short nap when my mom knocked on my door and told me that one of the fishes died. ( We had 2 fishes ). So..I went and took out the dead fish..and decided to clean the aquarium...AGAIN..but the problem was..the Anti-Clorin had finished..so, I had to go out and buy one..*sigh*..can u imagine, I went out and when I arrived home..I had to clean the aquarium la pulak..tired woo..
At the end, everything was settled..I had the chance to continue my nap, heheh..and then went out to break my fast with him. (^_^)
Arghh..can't wait for the raya leave..woohoo..!
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
THE BIRTHDAYS
We had a great birthday..both of us, I think. Since both dates fell in the Holy Month of Ramadhan ( and I think same goes for another couple more years ) we had dinner to celebrate our birthdays. Mine was at Secret Recipe. He ordered Chicken Mushroom something while I ordered my favorite Tom Yam Kung ( tom yam kung rocks..!! ). His meal arrived first and after a while my tom yam arrived and he said that his meal was not tasty. Since I was not fasting that day and I could see how frustrated and hungry he was..I gave him my tom yam and I ate his chicken mushroom. Which was true, not really tasty but I finished it anyway..and he was surprised that I managed to do so. Heheh..I did not wanna waste any food..and yeah, he did finish up my tom yam kung but he gave me two prawns.
Hmm..we could not really celebrate his birthday on Friday because I had to work till 10pm. But, I really really wanted to give him the present on the day itself so, I drove to his house and then in my Genny, I gave him my present and he loves it. Heheh..and I was really happy to see his face.
Celebrate his birthday on Saturday night. He wanted to eat pizza so, we went to Pizza Hut. We talked, laughed and that we took pictures. I brought a camera with me since we seldom take pictures of the two of us.
Had a surprise phone call on Friday. Gonna elaborate on that, when the time is right.
Till then..sayonara..
Friday, October 06, 2006
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
DEEP IMPACT
Everybody must have this experience. How a major event in your life had changed you sometimes positively and negatively.
As for me, honestly, I never had that sort of experience but I nearly had it early this year when what I believe was ( and still ) my first love had broken my heart and at that moment, I just felt so lost and I did not think that I will ever be myself again.
Sometimes, when you are heart broken, you feel like your life has gone haywire and nothing matters anymore. Your career, your life..you just simply don’t care and you just want to disappear.
I am honestly jealous of someone who could give that impact to somebody. Crazy jealous..it shows how important he or she was in his or her life that can caused that sort of heartache.
I watched Wicker Park last night and towards the end of that movie, at the airport when Matthew said to his fiancé, Rebecca that he made a mistake of wanting to marry her..how all this while, he is still in love with this girl, Lisa and how Lisa had broke his heart…there was this dialogue from Rebecca,
“That what Matthew??...that I am not the girl that can break you heart??” then she left and Matthew went to look for Lisa.
In real life la kan..I’m sure Rebecca was so so hoping that Matthew would run after her..*sigh*
Nway…..looking at the bright side la kan..I wouldn’t know whether I will ever make that sort of impact to anybody..and I hope I will never caused that much pain to someone la kan, Insya-Allah.
I hope that I can be the girl that can be supportive, help him pick up the pieces and get him back on track..even though it may take longer for him to do so..but I know eventually he will and I do hope that part of the reason is because of my presence in his life…
As for me, honestly, I never had that sort of experience but I nearly had it early this year when what I believe was ( and still ) my first love had broken my heart and at that moment, I just felt so lost and I did not think that I will ever be myself again.
Sometimes, when you are heart broken, you feel like your life has gone haywire and nothing matters anymore. Your career, your life..you just simply don’t care and you just want to disappear.
I am honestly jealous of someone who could give that impact to somebody. Crazy jealous..it shows how important he or she was in his or her life that can caused that sort of heartache.
I watched Wicker Park last night and towards the end of that movie, at the airport when Matthew said to his fiancé, Rebecca that he made a mistake of wanting to marry her..how all this while, he is still in love with this girl, Lisa and how Lisa had broke his heart…there was this dialogue from Rebecca,
“That what Matthew??...that I am not the girl that can break you heart??” then she left and Matthew went to look for Lisa.
In real life la kan..I’m sure Rebecca was so so hoping that Matthew would run after her..*sigh*
Nway…..looking at the bright side la kan..I wouldn’t know whether I will ever make that sort of impact to anybody..and I hope I will never caused that much pain to someone la kan, Insya-Allah.
I hope that I can be the girl that can be supportive, help him pick up the pieces and get him back on track..even though it may take longer for him to do so..but I know eventually he will and I do hope that part of the reason is because of my presence in his life…
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
THE WEEKEND IT WAS
Nway, last Saturday, I went to the University Hospital to visit my friend's 2 years old niece, Echah. She had liver cancer and had just underwent her surgery to remove about 75% of the infected liver. Poor girl...My friend had been updating me about Echah but that was the first time that I managed to pay her a visit. After the surgery, she was admitted to ICU.
I cried the first instance I saw her. She looked so fragile and her breathing was not that smooth. She was quiet but she was in pain as tears were rolling down her cheek.
He accompanied me to visit her but Echah was scared of him. Maybe she thought that he was a doctor..going to take her blood some more or push down a tube down her tiny throat again.
But I could tell that she is a strong girl and Insya-Allah, she will be fine. Read more about Echah here in her aunty's blog
On Sunday, we went out to buy food at a Bazaar Ramadhan in Cheras...yeah, that far. Gosh, so much food to choose from. I think if my sister is here, she would buy them all. Hahahaha..!
Fuh, I am having a headache right now..too many things to do towards the end of this semester and at the same time, I am feeling so sleepy..maybe I should rest my head for a while...
I cried the first instance I saw her. She looked so fragile and her breathing was not that smooth. She was quiet but she was in pain as tears were rolling down her cheek.
He accompanied me to visit her but Echah was scared of him. Maybe she thought that he was a doctor..going to take her blood some more or push down a tube down her tiny throat again.
But I could tell that she is a strong girl and Insya-Allah, she will be fine. Read more about Echah here in her aunty's blog
On Sunday, we went out to buy food at a Bazaar Ramadhan in Cheras...yeah, that far. Gosh, so much food to choose from. I think if my sister is here, she would buy them all. Hahahaha..!
Fuh, I am having a headache right now..too many things to do towards the end of this semester and at the same time, I am feeling so sleepy..maybe I should rest my head for a while...
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