Thursday, August 03, 2006

NEAR AND FAR

HE GOT A JOB IN KL..yeay!Yeay! Finally..! I mean he wants a job in KL soooo...badly..so, I'm happy that he got what his wish for.

Ok..now he is going to be nearer to me. What I'm afraid is that, when we are apart..it is better..yes, better! We have less fights and I am more patient now compared to back then.

I pray that with this new turn of event, we will not get back to square one. You know la, women ni..tend to make a big deal out of everything, we have issues you know. Hehehe..

Of course, the good thing is, I can see him WHENEVER I want. He told me that he's gonna miss I***. Well, of course la, when you are there, you miss KL, and vice versa. If u ask me, right now, I miss my house in Sentul already..ok..ok..not the same. But he will always go back there since that is his hometown, so, no worries dear.

Seriously, you don't know what you've got till it's gone.
I will miss the feeling of missing him so badly when he is away.
I will miss the excitement of looking forward to see him during weekends.
I mean, I hated those feelings, why can't he be nearer? Why does he has to go away?

Now, that he is going to be here, I feel a mix of happiness and a bit of sadness. Like I'm losing something.

Crazy huh?

Yup.