You know, there will be days when you just feel like crying and crying with nothing but negative thoughts inside your head..you just can't help it..you tried to come up with good, positive thoughts but to no avail..you just ended up crying none stop..until you fell asleep.
That's what happened to me yesterday.
It was ok during the day..but that nite, I was suddenly feeling so depress. I called him, hoping to feel better, but while talking to him for like a minute I think, he received an incoming call..he had to hang up the phone, I was like.."That is so not helping me right now'. Normally I would not mind..but last nite, it was not a good idea to hang up on me.
He did not do anything wrong but at that point, being so fragile, whatever he said or didn't say for that matter hurt my feelings..he tried to comfort me of course..we..I meant..he tried to talk about something else..tried to cheer me up..I tried to tag along and talked to him...but I guess maybe I just needed a good cry.
So, I did..after we hung up.
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This morning, I woke up, having a slight headache..feeling a bit better. Gonna have lunch with my sister today. Her flight to Dublin is tonite. Hopefully, they will be able to come again this August..because of the 2 major events that month.
Have a good weekend everybody!
Just received an sms from him, he is coming to KL again tonite to do some work tomorrow. Hopefully, I get to spend some time with him or as he put it, QUALITY TIME..heheh
