Sometimes, whenever I read a blog or even in real life, I get to know about other couples and their relationship, I could not help but feeling a bit jealous and felt that they are so lucky.
We have been through so much here and there, and there were times when I hoped that everything just fall into places just like these stories that I have read and heard. Why can't it goes as easy as them? Why do our relationship has to be so hard? Am I making it hard for myself? People tell me to take it easy? What? How? Why?
I guess maybe it's hard for us now, and maybe it will be easier for us in some aspect later on. I can only pray, hope and work at it the best I can.
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I miss my mom..
