THE FIGHT
We had a terrible, horrible fight last weekend. We said hurtful things towards each other, and it hurts..man it hurts.
As fas as I am concern, the things that I had said to him was not true. I said those nasty things because I was mad and I said it to hurt him and in a way, I expected him to defend himself, and eventually convinced me that all my thoughts were just merely thoughts..it's not the real deal.
The things that he said about me really hurt me and I on the other hand, defended myself and of course, with both of us being angry, none of it matters. So, in a way, he was right by not defending himself, as at that particular moment, I would not believe him anyway.
*sigh*
That Saturday night, we managed to re-concile but I kept on thinking about the things that both of us had said.
THE GETAWAY
I had to go to Penang for two days to attend a technical session organized by a well-known company.
I was going by flight so he sent me to KL Central to take the KLIA Express.
In the car, most of the time, we just kept quiet.
He held my hand tight.
Nothing is needed to be said. We are fine.
Insya-Allah, we'll be fine.
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I arrived in Penang around afternoon and stayed at a hotel near Bukit Jambul. I informed my friend who is working in Kulim High Tech to come and have a chat with me. He was my ex-collegue while I was working in Sil*****.
Gosh, it was so much fun. We talked and talked for like hours in a mamak stall. We talked basically about our old frens, about our current life, our thoughts for the future and so on.
Before I am in a relationship, we always call once in a while and catch up on stuff. But, I think it's normal that once we are in a relationship, we started to deviate from other things and hence, both of us seldom contact each other. He had told me that in a way, he was a bit upset about that but then he realized that of course things will not get back to what it used to be as now, the situation is different. It applies to a lot of things.
Hmm..nway, the technical session was ok la. I can't contribute much as I am not really at that level yet la..these professors and doctors were talking all technical that it sounded to me like some sort of a different language..heheheh
There is a lot more that I need to learn.
It was a good exposure for me though.
My mind just could not run smoothly today. Wednesday blues I guessed..heheh
